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Hopeless
03:19
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Seven years of fighting just to drown this voice out
Seven years of friends who can't relate
White gate is calling my name, it wont be long now
I can feel my vision start to fade
Some days my closest friend is me again
All alone until the day runs out
Some days my darkest friend is me again
All alone until my air runs out
Motivation can't sustain inside this nightmare
All hope the devil stole from me
I cry out to the sky for understanding
Only voice that replies is from beneath
Some days my closest friend is me again
All alone until the day runs out
Some days my darkest friend is me again
All alone until my air runs out
Take me out of these depths
Cause I just want some rest
And there ain't a goddamn fucking thing that I haven't tried
You're on repeat
I ain't got that time
No more time
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2. |
Down Here Where I Am
02:46
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Trapped inside this mental prison
And all alone I dwell
Apologies don't bring relief
As far as I can tell
I stray away from the light
For I am just a man
But I can't see a fucking thing
Down here where I am
I run and I hide
But I can't escape the sin
So I crawl to the gates of hell
And tormentor lets me in
No escape, just paying penance
Lord of the depths, he wants my soul
Face down in that fiery lake
In attempt to save my soul
Trapped inside this mental prison
And all alone I dwell
Apologies don't bring relief
As far as I can tell
The moonlight once guided me
Down a path laid for the damned
Now I can't see a fucking thing
Down here where I am
No escape, just paying penance
Lord of the depths, swallow me whole
Face down in that fiery lake
In attempt to save my soul
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3. |
Insomnia
02:27
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No calm and no solace
I fall and can't see the distance
Consumed by the night
With these jaded eyes
No calm and no solace
I fall and can't see the distance
Consumed by the night
With these jaded eyes I see no light
Lay and rot as an afterthought
Remember all I have forgot
And when time sets in
And the reaper wins
He'll take my hand
And set me free from all
Bound tight by agony
These wretched walls close in on me
Succumb to the apathy
In the face of everything I've ever lost
I fall for his tricks at night
With these jaded eyes I see no light
My crutch has made me hopeless
Can't force my mind to focus at all
Bound tight by agony
These wretched walls close in on me
Succumb to the apathy
In the face of everything I've ever lost
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4. |
A328
02:45
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Distress
I'm just passing through
When I speak I scream
I can't submit myself to you
Rock bottom to face my fate
With the devil's grace; A328
My four walls constrict this space
Until I find myself in my special place
So don't wait for me
And don't pray for me
I got a friend inside my hand
Who comforts me with his doublespeak
Distress
I'm just passing through
When I speak I scream
I can't submit myself to you
Constant cycle trapping me
Into a place of hell and bliss
It seems to me that there's no way out
And every shot I take I miss
Sometimes I catch my balance
And regain a sense of pleasure
But when I'm honest with myself
I just cower back and succumb to pressure
Hell-bent on the constant pain
On remaining raw and watching myself bleed
Ain't no one looking out for me
I look back on the shit I've done
All the wasted years, I mourn every one
Ain't no one looking out for me
Hell-bent on staying focused
I only wish that you could notice
It's no one's business but my own
I look back on the nights of bleeding
I can't stop this world from spinning
I hope this path will take me home
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